what wrong with me ?

pls laa jaja , da dua kali kaw post dlm blog hari nie tao . hurm , i just dont know knape dgn aku hari nie . mcm2 benda kot aku pkir . mcm2 bnda yg aku ingat . entah laa , mcm da tak berpijak di bumi yg nyata jea . kejap mood ok , kejap tak . Ya Allah , tenangkan lah hati aku . esok nak exam . tak tao laa dpat buat ke tak . jaja , what past is past ok . tak guna dah nak ingat2 . jaja pls be strong . for mama and abah . they all love and need u . hurm , kalo laa senang jea kita bole lupa kan benda yg pernah jadi dlm hidup kita , maybe takda org yg commit suicide , gilaa , stress or whatsoever . i just dont want to be like them . i just want to live happy without any problems or whatsoever . i dont want to repeat the old mistakes that i have done towards my parents and my friends . sometimes , i think like im useless . there are so many things in my mind . move on jaja , u can do it . face all of this with smile . InsyaAllah , u can do it :)